a_jokester (a_jokester) wrote,

Rest In Peace Granma <3

My Granma

Friday, March 25, 2011

1:10 - 1:15am

My granma passed away

I miss her

But I can't be selfish

She isn't tired anymore...

From what I understand, she requested her life support be shut down. Aparently they left her sedated and comfortable. She held on for a good four hours before she was too tired to stay any longer. I hope she is with my Grandpa. He has probably been waiting for what seems to be an eternity to see her again. She's happy now. She's happy now. She's happy now. She's happy now. She's happy now. That's what I keep telling myself.

Granma, if you can see me sitting here crying like a little bitch** yes yes, I'll watch my mouth ** just know that I love you and I will miss you always. You were the only glue left holding us all together. Thank you for all your wise words when I had no one to talk to. We had our moments, everyone does, but you are the person we all know we could always come home to no matter what, now I don't know where I'm going to go? I love you and I really hope there is something after here, because I think you deserve to be pain-free, walking and happy again. And back home with your mom and dad and grandpa :) <3 you
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